well i needed to update the journal anyway and i think this is a good enough reason too....
yesterday i went into emergincy with a pain on my right side.... found out i have a collapsed lung.... i had to go into surgry right away and have a tube put in my side, im home now and its still in, im on pain killers but im not in as much pain as i was yesterday, they dont know what caused it, but my lung had an air bubble and it popped and theres air outside my lung ad it made it collaps my lung, the tube was put in to take the air so my lung could work better, im not so bad now i can breath and move a bit with out hurting, but im on pain killers, strong ones, didnt get sleep last night because i cant lay on my sides.... i have to go back in today to see how its doing.


update- just got back from the emergance again, looks like everything is working out, my lung is not collapst anymore, the tube is doing its job, i have to go back tomorrow to make sure its still is fine and if it is i will get the tube out and have it stiched. i went at 3;30 and just got back now, 7; 30, alot of waiting.... i was in alot of pain while there, with all the sitting and my pain killers wore off.... im glad im home now.

last update - just got back from taking the tube out, everythings fine now, i jut hve to take it easy and heal.